Tag Archives: Angelica Bolton

Black Balloon Day 2020

I find Black Balloon Day filled with mixed emotions.  Any occasion where you commemorate loved ones who are no longer with us evokes bittersweet feelings– you cannot revel in the memories without facing the reality that they are no longer … Continue reading

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Not ready for Thanksgiving

Denial only prolongs the inevitable.  Flickers of recognition light up my brainwaves and for a few seconds [if I’m lucky] or minutes [if I’m not], I am acutely aware that my Mother is gone.  Permanently.  Not on vacation or super … Continue reading

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I’ll be missing you

“The dead govern the living.” ~ August Comte That uneven, discolored patch of grass denotes the place where a casket belonging to one David Michael Ratcliff lies beneath ground.  Noticeably missing is the headstone.  What’s the ETA for a giant … Continue reading

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Denial, Fuel Center, WOW, Stu

  Champagne bottle shaken vigorously!  A metaphor tailor made for my emotions at the moment.  In previous posts I referenced floodgates opening, dams bursting– you get the idea.  With the immense changes in my life and the gratitude overflowing, I … Continue reading

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